20 February 2011
i've had enough, Adzhar Shah. been there done that. i'm tired of your attitude which shows how much you CARE LESS abt me. i know how much Nazurah means to you. why didn't you tell me earlier and end up doing things that really hurt my feelings? said you don't wanna be one of those guys who will dump and leave me just that way. but it seems that you're one of them too. forget it. i've moved on. goodluck bestfriend. ♥O M G. guess who's back. back again. Indra's back tell ya friend. hahaha. see my piggy can't live without me. always there always willing to wait. shooo shweet. hehhh! so yea. Indra and I are contacting again. this time round i could clearly see how honest & sincere he is now. thanks to his friends who have been supporting him:) pig you MUST know how much i really do miss you when you left. see la. you left & i found the WRONG guy. heartsakit yknow:( pls don't leave me hanging again this time round. lurp you. we all have flaws and imperfections but it doesn't matter to me as long as you keep on staying. i've forgiven you already & i'm tired of your "I'm sorry". so stop k. hehehe. i'm sorry that i couldn't make it for the outing justnow. I FELT SO BAD:( yea i know you & mom are always talking abt me & me not eating my meds. i'm just lazy. yknow i hate meds. LIKE ALOT. pfft. i'll try not to throw/hide them again k? WILL TRY. promises are meant to be broken so don't promise me. no matter what happens. i've. got. so. much. love. for. you. piggy.
When you left I gave up. I was always thinking that love was wrong and that I'm never gonna find the perfect one. But it's good to know that you regretted and you waited. Atleast I know you're still gonna be here. You've been there when I was hurt. When I cried. When I had no one to turn to. Thank you for putting so much efforts in proving to me how sincere you are this time round. I've gotta be honest. I didn't move on afta you left. It's 'cus I love you Piggu. ♥
Labels: Piggu is my future boyfriend.
