i miss boyfriend. he went back to hostel yesterday and i can't meet him for a week 'cus he was confined. but it's okay. like Shol & Elleyana said ; 2 weeks aje diye takde. on the 11th kan diye discharge. yea i'm tryna be strong. see baby. i can't stand a day without you. your hugs and kisses yesterday made me cry the minute i stepped into my house. thank you for sending me home till my doorstep. i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you, Adzhar Shah. :'(

sch is starting tomorrow. can i not go to sch? everything's prepared but i'm not ready. i won't be active anymore during weekdays. gotta concentrate on my studies. i need to pass my N Lvls 'cus i've already promised boyfriend and idwnna let him down. but baby, you've gotta study hard too. i know you're feeling so fcked up now 'cus you had to retain and was dropped down to Normal Tech. baby i'll be there to guide you through. takmu worry ok? i'll fetch you on the 11th. time will fly fast for us both. with you is where i should be and i'm lucky. i promise i'll take good care of myself, never find faults with anyone and never get myself into trouble. will be slacking with Elleyana and Shol more often this year. ;D okbye readers. xoxo.