Adzhar Shah ; That boyfriend of mine who never fails to complete my days unlike any other. Yes i used to hate you but you happen to be my number one now. Idk how but i've got so much love for you. Funny as it seems 'cus you were my friend my bestfriend my brotha and my all-time favourite boyfriend. My forever handsome-cute idiot boyfriend that's who he is to me now. He's more like a husband to me. Always there for me. Too protective but it doesn't matter. 'Cus i know that's how much he loved me. ;) 8 years knowing you. We've known each other too well that i can even recall the days/memories i had with you. Those fights laughters and never-ending night calls two years back before you were admitted into hostel. I cried when i was told that you will not be around for a year except for fridays to sundays. Without you my life changed. I met the wrong guy. Fell in love with him and i was hurt. You thought he could be the one but you were wrong. If only you were there for me seeing me go through all those pains like how Azmee and Aqmal did, Thaqif would've long gone. HAHAHAHA! 'Cus of you he's nothing to me anymore. I used to find it hard to move on but you pushed me away from him making me move forward and stop looking back. It's 'cus you were here that made me close to you. 18th December 2010 was the day i had butterflies in my stomach the moment i received a hug from you. I know it's weird and i myself don't know why did it happen. Then i found myself falling for you bit by bit. I looked back to the days when we were bestfriends. You were the only one who went through every risk with me. You were the only one who knows/understands everything abt me. That's what makes you special. That's what makes me love you even more. I wanna be the one who will always got your back. The one who completes your day like how you completed mine. The one who will hug you and say "Don't worry. Everything's gonna be fine. I'm here for you and I'll never leave." The one who will be by you when you're having troubles/feeling down. The only first one who gives the world just for you. I love you, Adzhar Shah. Forever and beyond infinity. ♥