"Life without you is impossible."

i'm so down. really really really down. i'm missing ex's family. :( well idk why, somehow i missed him too. read through my past and all i said was "If only i hadn't blame you for putting me last." but i know this is just temporary. i know i'm doing fine and i will keep moving on. what's left isleft, bygones be bygones. old times can never come back. i should stop thinking abt you. afta Abg Pi's death last night, we didn't talk much. infact we didn't even talked yesterday. missed your calls thou'. weird, but i wanted to hear your voice so much & the way you asked me this ; Have you eaten your meds? Are you okay? What time are you gonna sleep today? Pls don't sleep late, wanna sleep with me? Pls. We haven't been sleeping with each other for already a long time. Do it for me this time can? What are you gonna do next? When can we meet up? I miss you. hey thaqif, i really miss all those. i'm not doing good here. i need you, friend. :( gimme a text soon will you? just a simple 'Hey' will do. i know right there somewhere and somehow you needed me too. 'cus all i knew, you can't even hold a day without texting/calling me. :) take good care of yourself. xoxo.

ain't doing good here. woke fatlazypiggy♥ up but idk if he's already awake. he's not replying my texts. always keeps me waiting. :( like seriously. people say ; If you want someone, then make an effort to prove it to him/her. no you're not even doing that. wtv okay. just get back to me when you're free or when you're bored. guys guys guys, always the same ol' shit. they will come to us only when they had no one else to talk to and dump us in the end. pfft! idk if you would do the same. that's what i thought of abt guys. can't change that fact, 'cus i've gone through this shits with four jantankeparat. :D maybe three not four. my dearest pri puppylove, you're not counted as one of them. we broke up 'cus we weren't eventually matured enough, i paham. HEHEHEHE! puppylove, i miss you. it's okay, four more days to go! wa takbole sabar. wa rindu pelokciom lu. wa rindu lu punye "Anis katek eh ah eh ah!" -.- tetap wa syg. ♥ i'm bringing brothas out today. oh boys pls behave well. tsk. okbye. xoxo.