13 December 2010
i'm in shocked. heart's beating so fast like as if it's gonna explode. received a text from ex saying that Abg Pi is no longer around. :'( can't believe i cried, althou' i'm not that close with him. he's one of ex's cousins who gave so much advices to both of us when we used to be together. and i can't believe he's already gone. thou' i'm not part of the family, i could feel the pain of losing someone you loved. but we've gotta be strong 'cus life keeps moving on no matter what. i didn't expect that to happen 'cus he was the strongest person i ever knew who was able to fight through the pain. i should've gone to the hospital justnow but since ex was giving me cold shoulders, i didn't intend to go. :'( ex's sista just texted me. okay adik, i can feel you. pls don't cry. omg you're making me sob! to my dearest Dinas, please be strong. Kak Julie, i know how hard it is. you have my support. to the rest, i'm sure Abg Pi wouldn't wanna see you upset. please be strong through whatever. don't worry, i'll always pray for him. Al-Fatehah. :'(Labels: rest in peace abang pi :(
