13 December 2010
Havent been there for you this few days :(
I know ive not been texting nor gg online and also updating ur blog like i used to and im really sorry.Just havent been myself lately,facing lotsa of problems but im at fault for putting u aside.Im gonna promise ill never repeat this mistake again.Honestly i fear losing you,cause i love you so much.You mean alot to me,and its hard and hurting if i have to see you go.Ill be a better guy for you.This few days w/o you,have really shown me how important you are to me cause w/o you,i have nobody who cares me like the way you do nor brightens up my day like how you always used to.People makes mistakes as nobodys perfect but mistakes can be learnt from.I know your feeling down now but here i am now,and ill never leave.Im really hoping that there will never be a day where i have to see you go.From today onwards ill start doing my best to show you how serious i am about you and ill always wanna see a smile on your face.Your happiness is my happiness too.I really really misses you and im really hoping you do so too.Theres no girl better than you whose caught my eyes and heart.
FatLazyPiggy♥
