09 December 2010
happy one year eight months (which will never happen), exboyfriend.
told 'ya it's hard for me to go through all this shits alone. but insya'allah, Allah Is Great, he'll make things better for me in future. i'm strong enough, i know. yes i am. it's just that it's fcking hard for me to erase our past and ofcourse 'em those sweet memories too. what to do. we're not meant to be like i've always thought. but still, i'm happy that we're still friends no matter what. i think it's better that way. but you still hurt me like you always do. why sia? :( babi, mentang mentang aku selalu mengalah kau nak pijak kepale ah? what goes around comes around. i don't hold grudges or do any revenge. 'cus i believe in karma & the world is round. :) so basically, i hope you're happy now. there's not gonna be anymore sweetest girl who will nag at you for your wrongdoings & care for you like a husband. you're losing a precious gem every guy would wanna have. how stupid. so if any guy gets me, especially ♥SI, don't come back okay. start regretting 'cus yknow what? there's no other girl who cares for you like i do. no other girl who could put up with your attitude like i did. & no other girl who could change you into a better person. only when i'm gone, you'll realize this. you're blind in a sense of humor. enough of the said. i love the numba nine, but not you. takecare. :)
HAPPY ELEVENTH HANDSOME BIRTHDAY DEAREST DANIAL AZRI!
oi adik, hi. hehe. amcm broooooo, niari lu punye birthday. wa takde present untok lu uh, how? HAHA. okay adik. first thing ; BE A GOOD BOY (you had never been good to me :[ ). secondly ; STUDY HARD (you're the smartest brotha i ever had, awesome shit that you're cleverer than me. hmph). thirdly ; DON'T ACT CUTE/BABY ANYMORE (soooo meluat lah). fourthly ; GOODLUCK IN YOUR PSLE NEXT YEAR (takmu terkencing dlm seluar k). fifth ; AKU SYG KAU LAH SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! :D okay i'm so mean. haha. adik, pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls be a goodboy TO ME. sedih yknow, everyday kene bully nhan adik. :'( tapi takpe, aku tetap syg kau. nanti birthday cake, aku nak yang besar k? hehe. and c'mon, no more toys for you lah pls. next year psle, you should be cracking your head in your freaking weak subjects. i've promised you to find a good-understanding-handsome-clever-loving-& loves me for who i am boyfriend by next month. insya'allah okay? do'akan aku uh, dik. heh! hopefully tak dpt lelaki yang mcm abg thaqif eh! :D no offence, but idwnna fall for another heartbreaker. okay adik, prepare for tomorrow okay. syg kau! ♥
basically, my baby fatlazy pig is already asleep. :( sedih sia. tu lah, siape suro keluar pagi pagi abeh balik lambat? kan dah tinggalkan aku sorang sorang. KATE AJE NAK 24/7 nhan aku! woi, aku geram. hehehe. told fatlazy pig abt my dream last night. YES, HE APPEARED IN MY DREAM. cool kan. -.- hahaha! i had a great time talking to you tonight. really make me smile like this -> :D HAHA. but seriously, you cheered me up mannnnnnnz. wooooo, i love you ~ tomorrow wake up only, update my blog k. i'll be away. :) oh pls, you kalau mengamok burok sia. ignore that pervert can? haha! mengamok mcm king kong, seram pe sia. HEHEHEHE. nowwwwww i'm so speechless. everybody's not entertaining me. MOM! ayoooooo ~ hug me le? :( you're always with dad, me so jealous. heh! okbye i nak tidoooo. goodnight people, xoxo.
♥ Fatlazybaby Pig.
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