08 December 2010
ain't feeling well. :( had a blast with family yesterday. Sentosa was okay, wasn't quite fun 'cus i wasn't feeling well. nose bleed & i kept vomiting. swear it's horrible terrible. tsk. but thanks to my fatlazy piggy who was totally concerned abt me. :) basically maybe i won't be posting anymore this few days. let my favourite boy do postings okay? hehe. better be good to my blog okay, donkeyluvv. i'm so out of words already. it's the nineth tomorrow. & yknow what date is that. :'( seriously, i hafta to fcking get over it. ugh! this sucks mannnnnz. when when when will i learn to just put you last? if only nine april two thousand nine doesn't exist in my lovelife, i wouldn't have end up this way. i'm senseless, vulnerable, heartless, numb. i'm sorry guys. that's why it's hard for me trust y'all nowadays. i've been hurt for already five hundred and fifty-eight (558) days. believe that? it's true. :') will i fall for another heartbreaker? or will i fall for the guy who loves me for who i am & not for what i have? relationship is stupid. :/ omg anis. why did he make it hard for you when all you did was to make him happy? GET OVER IT. ah okbye. xx.Labels: need a new heart.
