09 November 2010
Happy oneyear seventhmonthsary to us (yang tak kesampaian).
it's the nineth. & yknow what it means. one month without you. no more us for already one month. that hurts. alotttttttttttttttttttttttt. but i've gotta go through this shit. 'cus if i don't it's only gonna affect my entire life. my sickness came back 'cus of you. & now my life is so messed up. well i'm not blaming you. i know we both did the wrong thing. we both ended up fighting & leaving. we both made the same mistakes. i didn't completely understand you & you don't totally understand me. that's what is wrong with us. we didn't manage to figure it out before we left everything. we didn't made an effort to bring us back. oh wait. i did. but you did not. you left without realizing that i've been the one who sacrificed, poured all my love, hurt, cry & everything for you. EH REALIZE TAK?! aiyoooo. c'mon thaqif. we used to wish our every monthsary otp. but not today. :/ it's so weird. neverminddd. we'll meetup tomorrow okay? i love you thaqif. :')
currently otp-ing with ♥B.Love & Arash. thank you for all the laughters. you both really cheered me up. okay i love you both. veryveryvery much.
Ellybabyboo ;
baby, we both are going through the same thing. yes i know it hurts alot. baby we'll go through this together okay? thaqif & adam, they just don't realize everything. they're both the same. same attitude, same shit. it's always the same old routine. baby, long as i'm still around i'll always be there for you. i love you b. *hugskisses.
