08 November 2010
so here it goes. I MISS YOU TWO. yeah you both. not to forget your parents & abang Taj too. oh well. it's been sucha long time i've never get the chance to spend a day with you both & your family. i would be lying if i said i didn't miss you both. & i would've created a big sin for that. thaqif , nur ; although i'm no longer that close to you anymore, doesn't mean our relationship had to end. right? i still love you both like my own. eighteen months & nearly nineteen months knowing you, it's been sucha joy. i had never thought of being apart from you both & the family. it's just something abt me & thaqif. something abt what happened & we terribly end up this way. i'm so sorry. i know i was the cause of all this. but that doesn't matter anymore to me. long as i know that i'm never gonna lose you both. nur , yknow i'll always be here for you. no matter high or low. i'm standing here strong enough to hold your back. i will never let go & i'll remain this way. so if you have any problems & needed someone to share your problems with, you don't hafta search so far. i'm just a phone call away. dial up my numba & yknow i'll be there. :) thaqif , hahaha! okay idk why. i just laughed when i think abt us. it's so funny how we end up this way. we were so loving, so cheerful, so sweet but.....it all end up this way. idk where did all those go to. but i'm pretty sure that i'm still & i am stucked with our memory lane. still here smiling all alone looking back our happy days. cried silently when i watch us fought. why did we hafta fight over small things when it can be solved with a blink of an eye? silly us. haha. well thaqif. i must be lying if i say i'm totally over you. i'm not okay! :'( but there's nothing i can do. i'm just tooooooooooooo late. you moved on so fast, three cheers for you. i'm happy for you, thaqif. remember, don't break your promises & always trust your baby. don't break her heart 'cus it'll hurt more than stabbing your own heart. lastlong with Namera. :) you both are the fcking best. i love you. ♥
Labels: i just gotta find my way out of all this hurt.
