03 November 2010
i'm not having the mood now. i'm speechless. i feel like giving up on ♥B.Love. :'( the thought abt us will never happen. never ever. we're not gonna have quality time for each other. we're not gonna have anymore happy moments together. we're not gonna talk shits out of our heads & laugh our asses of to our stupid jokes. we're not gonna have that mushy mushy talks anymore. we're not gonna have the 'iloveyou's anymore. we're not gonna miss each other anymore. (but i will.) i'm never gonna find the right person in my life. i don't think so. three cheers for you, Anis. :'(
To ♥B.Love ;
B, yknow i love you still no matter what happens. Thank you for all the sacrifices you've done for me. Thank you for going through shits and stay by my side always. B, you were once a friend in my life. & i don't wanna lose you. Go on with your life, b. Strive for your goals and reach for your dreams. I've been ruining everything. Me & my attitude. With my stupid sickness & my fcking moodswings. I wasted your time & a quarter of your life. I'm sorry. I don't mean to give up on you. But I just find that we're never gonna find a time for us alone. You have your friends. They're your bestest. I know I had no one. Well that's okay. I'll made it through on my own. I lost Thaqif. & now I'm losing you. Idk who's next. Thank you for everything, ♥B.Love. You're still the fcking best I ever had. I love you as high as Heaven's seventh floor. :')
B, yknow i love you still no matter what happens. Thank you for all the sacrifices you've done for me. Thank you for going through shits and stay by my side always. B, you were once a friend in my life. & i don't wanna lose you. Go on with your life, b. Strive for your goals and reach for your dreams. I've been ruining everything. Me & my attitude. With my stupid sickness & my fcking moodswings. I wasted your time & a quarter of your life. I'm sorry. I don't mean to give up on you. But I just find that we're never gonna find a time for us alone. You have your friends. They're your bestest. I know I had no one. Well that's okay. I'll made it through on my own. I lost Thaqif. & now I'm losing you. Idk who's next. Thank you for everything, ♥B.Love. You're still the fcking best I ever had. I love you as high as Heaven's seventh floor. :')
Labels: I couldn't find any ways to let you go :/
