22 October 2010
it's 08:05am & i'm awakkke! haha. woke up at 07:15am. did my household chores and everything. i wanna go out later, i've made plans. but mom will always be the one to ruin my plans. c'mon uh. exams are overrr & dad gave the permission to go out with my babygirls. i've even told you last wednesday. & you said "okay". OKAY! wthhh. mom, i've done whatever you asked me to. infact, i'm always the one who has been doing the household chores. you wanna know why? 'cus i pity you. you're working and finishes work at 18:00pm. so i gave a helping hand to do all the household chores so that you'll come back home to find that you're actually smiling seeing the house so beautiful always. all works done. BY ME. you're always not giving me the chance. idk why. but everytime when you got home, i'll always be the one you yelled at. everything i did was wrong to you. WHYYYYY! life's a bitch when a mom doesn't understand her daughter very well. seriously. you can't see the sacrifices i've done for you. i was already so tired when i got home from sch. but still, i'd take the fcking vacuum and vacuumed the fcking floor. i'd wash the clothes. i'd iron all clothes. i'd tidy up the rooms. omg mom. don't yknow how tired i can be?! & when you got home, everything wasn't perfect for me. i'd always be the one to be blamed, to be scolded. you threw your tantrums on me. d'yknow how sad & how heartbroken i am? no i don't think so. maybe when i'm gone, then you realize how hard your life will be without me who has been supporting you. mom, i'm sorry if my words are harsh on you. you may not know how i felt or how hard i cried. 'cus i won't show it infront of you. & now when i had already planned with my girls for today, you told me to stay at home at do all the household chores. like hello? i woke up every morning and did all my household chores when there's no sch. now what? you're treating me like a maid? pay me then. i'd be so glad & i'd stay at home everyday just to do the household chores. ugh! i'm so fcked up with life. I'zzati bby, i've promised you that i'll be there for you today. don't worry. i'm coming no matter what. cry all your heart out to me, i'll definitely wipe off your tears. throw your angers on me. i don't mind. i was always there for you, and still here for you. don't worry. i've known you for the past six years. & you're the bestest i've ever had. i don't wanna see you cry. i don't wanna see you hurt. i've told you. i'll hurt the person who hurts you, harder. :) i wonder where's ♥♥. is he still asleep? since last night at 21:00pm and till now, he hasn't wake up? must be so tired. hehehe. nevermind, i don't wanna call or text. i'll let your rest olright? i've just texted dad to persuade mom. like wth. mom said i must bring my brothas along?! fck you -'- how can i enjoy with my girls when i have to bring the two annoying brothas of mine? i've made plans, mom. i've fcking made plans. & YOU WOULD JUST RUIN IT. HOW COULD YOU?! dah uh! no mood already. bye.
Labels: life's a bitch.
