31 October 2010
okkkkkkkkk i've just woke up. nyeahaha. yes i woke up at 18:15. aku tau lah mcm babi. suke hati aku lah aku nak bangon kol berape ponnnn. ^^ omg. i'm like chatting with thaqif in fb. can't you just believe it?! this is freaking me out liao. hahaha. funny how we used to talk shits together & now.. everything's totally different. yes different. so basically. he has a girlfriend nowww. am i suppose to be sad? happy for him? let karma hits him back? idk. what i know now. i need a tissue box. i'm gonna cry at any point of time now. yes i'm gonna cry. i'm gonna burst out soon. real soon. ♥♥ where you ?! i need you nowwwwww x'( i should be happy for him. i MUST NOT cry. no :( what am i suppose to do ?! i thought i've moved on ? hmph. this is not good. no not good. thank goddddd. there's Sufian Cuteboy & N.Afiq to cheer me up. :) thank you boys. ♥ y'all very much ok? oh shit. i have chemistry at 10:30am till 12:00pm tomorrow. this doesn't feel like holidays. we should be enjoying not cracking our heads into studies. tsk. currently hearing to Secondhand Serenade's songs + crying. ok idk why. just reminds me of everything that happened. nine more days to 19monthsary yang tak kesampaian. :'( i love you still. xoxo.Labels: I should be letting go.
