13 October 2010
dude, sumpah perangai kau tak berubah-ubah dari dulu eh. perangai tetap playboy, ape nak jadi nhan kau? maen maenkan hati nhan perasaan pompan je yang kau tau? ai mami ~ susa benar aku nak bobal nhan kau. nanti kalao aku ckp siket, kau mengamok mcm king kong. tuh yang part aku paleng benci pahsal kau. thaqif, dah ex bhuat hal ex kkay? aku dah taknak ade apape kene mengene nhan kau. kau nhan kau punye life, aku nhan aku punye life. tak menyusahkan diri masing masing. kau dah ade pompan baru, aku ade lover baru. amcm? bhuat hal sendiri uh bo. kau dah ade matae beyh kau nak aku maseyh rapat rapat nhan kau? kau nak org panggel aku PERAMPAS MATAE ORG mcm matae kau tu? sappp sua. kau sendiri tau care aku mcmne. aku tak suke kacao matae org. dah att bhuat hal att lah brudder. aku hairan uh nhan kau. ahsal kau maseyh nak control hidup aku mcm dulu? padahal aku nhan kau dah OVER sia. alamak, know your position lah boy. you have no rights to control me. you're not my husband or ex-husband. you're just an ex-boyfriend. there's a huge difference k. you wanna control a girl's life, control Fafa's life lah. why me sia? tak puas puas eh control hidup aku?! kau dah lapan belas bulan control aku, takkan maseyh tak puas sia? aku stress uh nhan perangai kau. makin hari , aku makin jelak. paham? dude, aku tak mintak apape dari kau. pi aku nak kau pk balek uh ape yang kau nhan aku dah lalui. seriously, aku rase aku ni mcm anak derhaka kau paham tak? aku dah tipu makbpk aku kerane kau. i went through so many shits and i took so many risks that it affects my entire life. untuk sape? untuk kau jugak kan? pi kau ade appreciate tak? neh, i don't think so. kau bhuat aku gini mcm, same nhan kau bhuat org benci kau. kau pk senang uh lepaskan pompan beyh carik yang laen? haha, aku pon buleyh bhuat gitu mcm lah sia. "You keep changing girls like you keep changing your boxes everyday." Abg Man sendiri kate gitu pat kau. & i find it true. have you ever think abt what your cousins might think abt me? "wah, punye cpt thaqif dah dpt matae baru. anis taktau jage diye ke?" confirm that's what they're gonna think of. pls uh, if only i can tell them the full story & they could atleast understand my side of the story. you're always not right, dude. it's always me who gave in everytime we fought. it's always me who would take the blame. you're satisfied now? i hope so. pls let me go. i don't wanna suffer deeper. i know i can move on life without you, i just need time. it still hurts me though. your friends saw me cried. they were there when all the things went wrong for me. did you give a fcuk? no, you don't. i don't believe you did. why are you so hard to forget? :/ I WANNA MOVE ON, MUHD THAQIF BIN ABDUL KHALIM. what's with the lyrics you sent me every morning? i know it's something that's gotta do with us. but why are you wasting your time? what if Fafa finds out abt all these shits? up to you lah k. it's your decision to make. nothing abt me has changed, that's why i'm here wondering. what makes her so much better than me? what makes her just everything i can never be? what makes your every dream & fantasy? because i can remember when it was ME. i'm not trying to be mean to you. i just want you to understand. don't hurt a girl's heart, 'cus it's fragile. once it's broken, it's hard to heal. just know that i'll always be here when you need a shoulder to cry on, you can always turn to me. 'cus i'm always here for the people i love. like you :') takecare.
Labels: i don't miss you but i miss who you used to be.
