Who Should I Trust Now ? My Beloved Boyfriend Or My Bestf ?
It's freaking complicated. & best still, it can even make me go insane thinking about it. I'm so pissed off w lyfe. Fuck My Lyfe, thank you. Last Friday, I heard shits about boyfriend from bestf. Ape ni? Aiya. Worse still, it could make me lost my trust towards boyfriend. But I can't. I've known him well, maybe not really well. But I knw who th real Muhammad Thaqif I'm loving now is. At th same tyme, I'm feeling guilty fr not trusting her. Like, duh. She's th one who've been there fr me when I was down w hard tymes I'm suffering. Hais.. Wht I'm hoping fr now, is th truth from both sides. I wanna knw if boyfriend really treated me lyke wht she said. & ofc, I want prove. Goshhhhh, it's a heartpain thinking about it. I just can't wait fr th day tht th truth would be revealed after March holidays. Holidays, go away faster ! I don't wanna lose both. I love my boyfriend, so as bestf. Ya Allah, berikanlah kekuatan untuk aku menghadapi semua ini. Amin. I'm worried, & still worrying. Ugh, fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck ! Kalao orang taqk menyusahkan hidup aku, taqk sah peh sia ? I need strength. C'mon Aniis, you're strong to face these obstacles. Those are just a test from Allah. You can do it. Live life as usual, keep smiling lyke as if nothing is happening. Jia you, Aniis ! Jia you xD ! Okeyh, wtf am I typing? Haha, kaaaaan aku dah sotdotcom. K, thts it. Aniis can frget everything soon. Go away problems ! Shooooooooo !
