10 December 2009
" Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
I'm sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go
And you can see my heart beating, you can see it through my chest
And I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving
Know that I must pass this test, so just pull the trigger
Say a prayer to yourself, he says close your eyes
Sometimes it hepls, and then I get a scary thought
That he's here, means he's never lost
And you can see my heart beating, you can see it through my chest
And I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving
Know that I must pass this test, so just pull the trigger
As my life flashes before my eyes, I'm wondering
Will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won't get the chance to say goodbye, but it's too late to pick up the value of my life
And you can see my heart beating, you can see it through my chest
And I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving
Know that I must pass this test, so just pull the trigger. "
Labels: Suicide Means Everything.
