Idk wht's happening around me, i feel so lost. Between me and my friends, some are drifting apart. Baby and myself, are not like before )': Wht's happening? Hmph. I want things back like how they are back then. I'm confused w my own feelings. Sometimes, i'd cry without a reason. Laughed fr a short while, smiled fr a minute. And started to sadden and cry another hour. To say moodswings, i think tht's worse. I wasn't th old me, whywhywhy? Haishh.. I need a counsellor, badly. I need someone to talk to, to cry all my heart out )': I feel so stoopid, i'm just a fool of myself! Ugh. Uncle tried to cheer me up but, it was never worth it. I'm sorry, uncle Aidy. How i wish i could make things perfect, and i could smile everyday like i used to. My attitude's getting worse, my mindset's getting narrow. Oh my, wht's really happening? I would wanna kill myself, IF i could. Life's totally unfair ): I wish i could let everything out here, but i should just keep th rest personal.
Ya Allah, kuatkan lah semangat aku untuk teruskan hidup ini. Amin.
