11 June 2009
How can i stop my tears from running down my damn cheeks? How can i fvcking stop th time & give my eyes a rest? B, ineedysm. Tak sanggup sial hidop ciam nik )': Even its just a day now tht he's not w me, it feels like a year. I regret, regret so much fo wht happened. Can i stop th time? Hmpfs. People wouldn't knw how i feel, how hard i cried. Because people ain't going through th same thing w me. If you do, cry w me now. Sigh. So much fo saying tht i'd stay up fo him. I didn't. Where's tht fvcking promise now, Emily!? God. Can't get over this. There's like another 3 damn fvcking bullshit days fo me to go through without him. Thanks urh, Mummy. You cut my line without telling me. Yeah, you can't see how much i suffered. Daaaaamn. Can't get to sleep): Stare up th moon out th window won't heal this pain. I did say tht, b. I hope yknw how hurt i am eh. I miss receiving txt messages from you, missed your phone calls too. Will i get them back after 15June? Mcm gian gituk nak denga suara u.. Sigh. Apa kan daya, hidop mesti ciam nik. Suaaaay urh. Tak nanges, tak sah. How can i move on? Its like a girl w no life urh. Sit one side, look through your inbox and cry over it. Maaampus. Buleyh mati siow. Takpe. Sabaaar, Emily. Sabar. Thaqif will be perfectly fine. Thanks urh! I hope so. B, if you're reading.. Nakmu cry tao. Hehe. I tauu u gembeng. Heh. Yknw where to find me when you've come back. To my girlfxcz & guyfxcz, sorry eh if i've been very stubborn ^^ Daah laaaaah. Tanak ber-jiwang. Bye, kepo(s) :DLabels: fvcking crying fo you b.
Xoxo ;8:29 PM
