Anis Deary.
24 June 2009
Aybebeyh ah ~! ^^ Its early in th morning, ass. Its 03:05 AM. Haa! Boring siaaa. Can't go to sleep, which idk why. Today was okay. Just tht i'mma abit sad w Baby♥. Went to bed, without telling me. Wasted my prepaid fo txting him. Hmpfs. Do it again tomorrow eh b. Thank you oh-very much. Had tution at 12 in th afternoon. As usual, met my lovexcz. Get a huggaye from FiqahCartoon♥. O.o , i looove. Heh. Went to th bubble tea shop. Bought a drink and then off to tuition. FiqahCartoon♥ was damn worried fo her DinieAsyraf♥ as he didn't replied to her messages since 11 pm th day before. Get to knw tht his phone was confiscated :D Aww, kesiaaan. After tuition, went lepak-ing till 15:30, then i decided to eat maggie ^^ Hah. Went w Athyrah♥ as th rest had to go home -.-" While walking w her, met this one cute guy in St. Luke's Eldercare. Hee. He called upon us. " Dekdek, name sape? Eleeeh, malumalu laah pulaaak. Bgi number ah. Make friend, nak? " Cuuute siaaaaaaaaaa! W his smile, aww. Heh. At tht point of time, i was laughing fo idk why. And he said " Eheh, ketawe laak diye. Adek cute ah. Make friend ah, jom! " But sadly, i had to ignore. Kerana setiaku kepada cintaku, ku rela mengalah. Cheydeybaaah ~! Hah. All i could ever did was turned to him, smiled and went off. Went in SevenEleven. I was like damn noisey, as if th store was mine -.-" All tht th aunty could ever do was laugh. Gila. Went out, saw th cute guy across th road. Pulled Athyrah♥ and walked th other way. Try'na avoid myself from falling into tht guy. Hmpfs. Went to one of th blocks and we settle down and wht more!? Eat laah. Hah. While eating, she started a topic abt th cute guy. Like, uh okay? Haa! We listened to musics. Tak sangkeee girlf aku yng satu nik simpan lagu jiwang ; Fantasia Bulan Madu. HAHAHA! But, its a nice song though. Finished eating and went off at 16:30. Baby♥ didn't really spend time w me )': I wish he knew how down i was. After blablabla, went online-ed till 20:30 then watched Anugerah. Hydir Idris get in ! Heh. After tht, watched Jihan. Ferdy was so Fucking Damn Shit Ah Hot siaaaa :D Again, he didn't txt me. Wht went wrong? Was it because of me? Was it because i asked fo too much attention? Or was he bored w me now? I cried over th night, thinking of you. How could you do this? You weren't here to knw, i was hurt. Baby, where'd you go? I cried, i sobbed. Nobody knew tht. Hmpfs. I dnt wnt this to end, please. I needed you th most. I dnt wanna get hurt, again. I wanna be w you. I dnt wanna fall without someone to pick me up and hold me tight through my bad times. I tried not to think negatively. But, i can't. I loved you too much. Don't go. Hmpfs. I can't sleep. Think my insomnia's coming back. I wish you could accompany me through my nights. But, you can't )': Sigh. Not having th mood now, huh? Kay ah. Bye.
Xoxo ;3:04 AM