03 March 2011
i didn't went to track & field meets today. stayed at home and i'm feeling much better today. apparently i didn't attend sch for the past three days and swear i missed out so many lessons/test. i hate being sick 'cus this is what i get. it sucks alot. i'm coming tmrw but i'll be lost. 50 told me there's CIP tmrw and another 50 told me normal lessons will be held. which is which? i'm so confused:( i should've forced myself to attend sch. haish. its been long since i last heard frm Bay. where is he? why isn't he online? why isn't he updating my blog? :( where are you then??? hmph. so i was having breakfast when Only One was on air. i ended up in my bedroom in tears. idk why. that song. that meaningful song. it meant so much to me. afta five months moving on why am i still crying listening to it? why Only One? why not the songs he dedicated to me? why not the songs we always sing together? why is it Only one? :'( yes i've moved on and i'm pretty sure he's not meant for me. Thaqif♥'s my past. will forever stay that way. yes it will. Allah pls gimme the strength to keep holding on. i know this is gonna take some time to heal. why am i so weak today? whatsup with me? :/ ugh wtv it is i'm strong. and my mom always told me i'm the strongest person she knew. insya'allah i am:') was suppose to meet Sufian. but .... it's okeh bro. i understand. there's always tmrw. i love you still♥. idk what to do now. maybe i should go back to doing that thing i do best. SLEEP! hehhh. it hasn't been raining for a month or so and now its raining heavily. ahhhh heaven:) aftanoon ppl. & i miss Shahrul Indra♥ pls? :'(Labels: goodbye 09April2009.
02 March 2011
Blog's gonna be dead. Bye.
Labels: since that day.
24 February 2011
hi bay. kenal tk ni siape?^^
firstly i wanna thank my bay for updating this shit for me everyday *applause. and he finds it fun updating it. so this blog of mine will be a shared blog between me and bay. you people better be good okeh:) as bay had already stated that we're meeting today & tmrw. so yea. we did meet up today. heeee. believe it or not. I WAS QUIET THE WHOLE TIME =.= loser sia. hahaha. & bay talked to his friends the whole time. i feel so invisible. grr. i left at 315 as i had to rush to the hospital. bay sent me halfway and ONLY STUPID PPL DON'T KNOW HOW TO CROSS THE ROAD k bay:D waited for 81 and i almost gave up. tsk. went to brotha's crib get changed and off to hospital. i was late HAHAHAHAHA. yada yada yada... reached home at 9 and slept afta i showered. dang it was tiring. but before i slept! i laughed remembering that aftanoon when i met bay. its really hilarious. really really. so cute uh bay. i love you :-) i'll be going to sch on saturday for oral preliminary exam. like so fcking fast la. pfft. wish me luck ppl. \m/ kbye.
Labels: clowns are cute.
